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Title: Love Her and Despair
Chapter 3: "Broken Bones"
Final Fantasy X
Characters: Isaaru, Maroda, Pacce, Auron, Lulu
Rating: PG
Word Count: 2100
Summary: Besaid village: Guardians get a warm-up. Auron dwells on the past (even though he knows better).
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The Story So Far: Maester Isaaru and his brothers arrive at Besaid to investigate a Sin attack. There they find Auron and learn that the village, its temple and its fayth have been wiped out.
FFX Auron Fanart: The Empty Cradle

Auron could already see this summoner was going to require more prodding than the last. Isaaru insisted on a full sending ritual six days late, and the pilgrimage hadn’t even started.

The sea-breeze buffeting the headland had faded. The air felt pinched and still, as if Sin's passing had peeled away part of the atmosphere. In the village square, smoke-trails spiralled upwards in straight columns. The torches' blue flames barely flickered. In ones and twos, drifting pyreflies chased the smoke like furtive children stealing out after curfew to play in the fiend-haunted jungle.

Below, guardians and monks kept vigil while Isaaru circled the graves, his solemn gestures a restrained echo of Lady Yuna's whirling dance. Maroda watched intently, but for less than pious reasons: he had noticed his brother's knit brows and taut face. The summoner was waging an inner battle far from his guardians' aid. The sea-breeze buffeting the headland had faded. The air felt pinched and still, as if Sin's passing had peeled away part of the atmosphere. In the village square, smoke-trails spiralled upwards in straight columns. The torches' blue flames barely flickered. Pyreflies drifted away in ones and twos like furtive children stealing out after curfew to play in the fiend-haunted jungle.

Below, guardians and monks kept vigil while Isaaru circled the graves, his solemn gestures a restrained echo of Lady Yuna's whirling dance. Maroda watched intently, but for less than pious reasons: he had noticed his brother's knit brows and taut face. At last, Isaaru halted and sagged. Maroda started towards him.

Isaaru waved him off. "It is done. They are free." He nodded to the monks, who bowed and fanned out to clear away the trappings of ritual.

"Leave the torches," Sir Auron called from the temple platform, keeping watch. "We'll need them tonight."

"What?" Pacce said. "But if we hurry, we can reach the beach by sunset!"

Maroda raised his eyes to the sun setting beyond the snaggle-toothed roof of the jungle. "If we hurry, we could run straight into the jaws of fiends," he said. "Sir Auron's right. We don't want to get caught in the forest after nightfall. Don't worry. The ship's not going to leave without us."

"I'm sorry, Pacce," said Isaaru. "I've put us in some peril in order to perform a proper sending. But I have faith in my guardians." He winked. "It's like old times together, no?"

Pacce managed a strained grin. "Yeah. I suppose." 

"Come on," Maroda said. "There's cots and mats in the Crusader lodge we might be able to salvage. We can spread them out by the campfire—" 

"Out in the open where nothing can sneak up on us. Right." 

Isaaru sank onto a block of stone, observing the give and take between his brothers that was almost on equal footing now. It would have to be. Their last pilgrimage had been sheer folly: Pacce had been a child, Maroda a hot-headed young man with more guts than training; Isaaru, too, had been green and naive. Yuna's sacrifice had saved them from an unhappy and futile end. He closed his eyes in a silent prayer of thanks to the High Summoner.

Gravel crunched beside him. "A hard sending," Auron said.

"Indeed. The only spirits clinging to their bodies after so many days are those who don't want to leave: and they are bitter, stubborn or in pain. But we were in time for a few."

"Maester thirteen years, yet you still think like a priest," Auron said. "All Spira needs you. You may not have the luxury of saving a few." 

"Perhaps not." Absently he reached for the bone pendant tickling his skin under the stiff collar of his robes. "But I think High Summoner Yuna would have done the same."

"Yuna made mistakes."

"As have I," Isaaru said. "I trust, Sir Auron, that you will share with us what you know of the journey ahead, so that I may avoid other mistakes." 

"You're awfully quick to trust."

"Yes and no." The maester gave him an odd smile. "I wonder, Sir Auron, if you are still a traitor to Yevon. If so, I should like to know what you make of this." He drew the necklace over his head and cupped it carefully, shielding it from the view of the nearby monks.

Auron arched an eyebrow. "An odd talisman for a maester of Yevon."

"It belonged to a sailor on the ship that brought us here. I believe he carved it from memory. He had encountered Sin at sea. Do you recognize the image?"

"May I see it?" Auron always sounded gruff, but there was a strain in his tone that Isaaru noted and filed away. He placed the delicate triangle of bone in the man's gloved hand, watching him closely.

After a moment, the guardian shrugged. "Another of Sin's victims, no doubt."

"You think so?" Isaaru lowered his voice. Pacce and Maroda had returned, and were arranging cots and mats in a semicircle nearby. "There are those who call Sin 'The Lady' now, and hold her in greater awe than Yevon. Sin's cult is growing. They thank her for the good harvests these last few years, for the gardens of Djose and the rains on Bikanel. Those who breathe Sin's toxin see this face... say she is Sin. They steadfastly maintain that Sin is a woman. Yet according to other sightings, Sin is the same loathsome creature that has plagued Spira for a thousand years. Who is she?"

"Sin." Auron's fingers closed loosely around the image, forming a cage.

Isaaru waited for the man to go on, but the stones of the ruined temple would probably speak sooner. The warrior's attention seemed fixed on the simple token.

"Ah." The maester leaned forward. "Then...who was she?"

Auron raised his head and squinted towards the jungle. For a moment Isaaru thought the guardian was still ignoring him. Then he felt it: the earth was shuddering. Gradually, the pulse crossed over into hearing's threshold. From the heart of the forest came a tramping, splintering sound of trees groaning and breaking; something massive was approaching. There was a sliding crash as whole bank of broken tree-tops, upheld only by a snarl of limbs and thick vines, gave way at the crest of the hill. The jungle canopy tossed and thrashed in the path of the unseen threat. Limbs and leaves began raining down from the eaves.

"Durren!" Isaaru called, rising to his feet. "Get back! Come away from the trees!"

His monks had laid aside their gear and reached for their rifles— one innovation of his predecessors that he had not set aside— and were lining up at the edge of the village clearing.

Auron jammed the necklace into his belt and headed towards the forest with a terse, "Don't summon yet." 

Pacce and Maroda dropped camp preparations and snatched up their weapons, jogging towards Auron. "What've we got?" Maroda said.

A rattle of gunfire broke out as the monks fell back. The nearest trees gave way and fell outward with a splintering crash as a hulking form lurched into view. Branches and vines trailed from the iron giant's joints. It reached the stupefied monks in four strides. A huge blade flashed in the dusk. Guns clattered to the ground as three torsos jerked and fell sideways like heads of grain.

Isaaru gave an anguished cry, but his guardians took no notice, converging on the foe from three directions. Maroda's spear glanced off with a clang. Pacce lunged beneath another scything stroke. Sir Auron, slower, caught the brunt of it. Somehow his hauberk held: he skidded backwards across the flagstones and fell to his knees, parrying the blow with his sword braced before him. He barked something, but his words were drowned out by the ring of battle. Maroda and Pacce darted in and out, harrying the creature while Auron hammered at its knees. Yellow sparks flew from the older guardian's blade. Suddenly all three broke and ran for the cover of the woods. The behemoth roared and swung around, stomping after them.

Praying he had understood, Isaaru pointed his staff at the sky, gathering himself for the most difficult of summons. Green fire leapt from his shoulders. He felt a breath of benison on his upraised cheeks as the amber-streaked heavens split open, seared by a mighty star plummeting through glyphs etched in living light. The ground quaked again as Bevelle's aeon alighted with a roar, great wings beating the air as it lunged towards the fray. Spathi, youngest and eldest, a singular child taken captive from Zanarkand who might have become the greatest summoner of all had he not been bound: he never failed to make Isaaru feel like a child before him.

This aeon could dwarf a giant. There was no contest between the two, with Auron's gift for turning armor to eggshells. Ancient plates buckled under Spathi's massive fists. Curlers of rising steam turned abruptly to a shimmer of pyreflies as the iron giant toppled backwards and hit the ground with a final teeth-jarring concussion. Spathi roared in victory and hurtled upwards, swiftly vanishing from sight.

Isaaru made his way wearily towards the sad remains of the monks. Maroda and Pacce emerged from the wreckage at the forest's edge and stumbled towards him.

"We're fine," Maroda said, answering his keen glance.

"Speak for yourself—" Pacce said, and stopped short.

"It should not have been here," Isaaru said, barely able to hear his own voice after the deafening din. "Do you remember? We fought such creatures on the Thunder Plains." He shook his head and stooped over the bodies, stomach clenching at the puddle of warm blood seeping into his shoes. "Forgive me, old friend." He closed the monk's eyes and moved to the next corpse, barely registering Maroda's hand clamping onto his elbow to steady him.

Out of the corner of his eye he noted the tears dribbling down Pacce's grimy cheeks. Usually he had sure words of comfort to bolster the youth's bright spirit, but now that well was dry. 

Durren had been a fine tutor.

One more summoning. One more sending. Spira's next Calm could not come too soon.



I'm too old for this.

Auron tasted blood and irony on his lips as he lowered himself with a grunt onto a leaf-plastered bench set in a clearing well back among the trees. Dimly he registered the struts and shredded canvas of a ruined hut looming behind and partially overhead. Drawing a small flask from the inner pocket of his coat, he pulled the cork with his teeth and spat, then drank deeply. The bitter potion slid down his throat. 

Auron sagged as the stabbing ache of a cracked rib subsided. He allowed himself a fleeting memory of this place, glancing up and filling the shadows above with curved beams and a dome of tapestries backlit by moonlight. Below, the blush of candlelight played across Lulu's shoulder-blades where the witch lay draped in casual elegance across a surprisingly plain bed. The scent of the damp jungle and the dried bundles of herbs and spell-components hanging from the ceiling mingled with the hint of a lilac perfume he had despised for the first half of the pilgrimage. He remembered the murmur of her voice rising and falling as she read to him the tale of two pagan gods that a follower of Yevon ought not to know. Despite the title, it had not provided many clues for their sigil-quest.

"And Venus born of sea-foam renewed her virginity each year—"

"Some trick."

"—bathing in the waves by the grotto where first she had come ashore. There he waited for her, and for one night only war was in abeyance. For then did Mars put off his shield and panoply to help her renew her womanhood."

"Not much use in the bath, then."

She opened her hand, and the scroll rolled itself shut with a crack. "We should be heading back."

"I thought you said you'd burn through the hull of the airship if you were cooped up in that machina one more night."

"Yes, but your thick skull is starting to look tempting."

"My skull?"

Lulu's languid laughter had always been more dangerous than her barbs. "Among other things."

A slithering rustle in the underbrush drew Auron's mind back to the present. The jungle darkened as the vision faded away. He'd taken more than enough time for ribs to knit. Lifting his sword and laying it across his knees, he ran gloved fingertips along the edge, finding a few notches. There was no nimble-fingered Al Bhed to sharpen it for him tonight.

"Sir Auron?" Pacce's anxious calls filtered back through the trees. The summoner must have finished the sending. Heaving himself to his feet, Auron started back towards the village.

Something snapped under his boots when he stood up. He looked down. Peering through the gloom, he could just make out the broken bones of a wicker cradle. Someone else must have moved into Lulu's old home when she did not return. 

Auron knelt, fishing the sailor's charm out of his belt. He stared at the face of bone gleaming in the darkness. After a moment's hesitation, he draped the necklace over the barren cradle's shell with care, rose quickly and stalked away.


Next Chapter: For the Fallen


Author's Notes

NPC Trivia: Durren was in the Crusader training camp outside the Cavern of Stolen Fayth in FFX.

Credit: Many thanks to Banane for the dramatic "Empty Cradle" illustration for this chapter!

Misc: I accidentally hit "Update Date" while editing this chapter. It was originally posted on LJ on May 12, 2008. hits counter

Date: 2008-05-13 02:59 am (UTC)
lassarina: I'm not coming out until the stupid people have gone away.  ....I can wait all day. (Default)
From: [personal profile] lassarina
Still here :)

I love the emergence of a cult of Sin, and how Isaaru still thinks like a priest instead of a maester.

Date: 2008-05-13 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
as always, keeping us on edge for what is coming next with the poetry of your words! :D


Date: 2008-05-13 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This was so good...

I hope you've got more chapters in there


Date: 2008-05-13 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
More please? -Really- enjoyed it. I like how you have the characters all sketched out so well.

Date: 2008-05-13 11:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Glad you came back to this, I hope you write more. :-)

Date: 2008-05-15 04:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ack, I'm glad I checked ff_press when I did. I'm glad to see you still know where to find them when you need to write.

And by that, I mean I'm especially impressed with how you've managed to flesh out this AU world, I like what you've done to the characters you've taken. It's heart-breaking to see this Auron still at what he's always been at. I like the injection of myth you've put into it, and it makes sense that someone with Lulu's strength of character would inspire a cult.

*adds to the chorus of KEEEP GOINGGG!*

Date: 2008-06-25 02:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Ahahah, I'd forgotten I'd reviewed this. My ficwad review doesn't seem to be showing up, so I'll put it here. Consider it a bonus.

I'm not sure if I've reviewed this chapter, but I don't mind if I've done it twice --it was perhaps more brilliant it the second read.

I love Issaru and Auron's exchange. Auron's wit is unyielding and concise, which is exactly right for him. He manages to steer the conversation without much effort, and that only speaks (ha) to the respect he naturally draws.

Your battle scenes are enviably done, so visceral and frightening.

And his memory of Lulu seems precisely right (though I'm left wondering where she picked up that earth mythology --adds to the mystery, I suppose) and leaves the readers wanting more.

Now on to chapter four!

Date: 2008-06-25 07:12 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile]
Oooo, reviews from you!

The mythology is a mystery -- but since Squaresoft was kind enough to provide Auron and Lulu (and all of them) with Roman mythological signs, I can't help taking the Greco-Roman myths and weaving little cats' cradles with them! (The bit about Venus renewing her virginity each year is one myth, the Venus/Mars affair another, and it's rather Ovid of me to be mashing the two together)

I wish I could always write battle scenes and description; the dialog is soooo hard for me, except when it's between just two people.

Date: 2008-07-13 04:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This world you've made is much more fraught with danger than the original one. I like that. There was something about the set path of the game that made things seem too safe somehow.

You've written Auron beautifully, just beautifully. His dialogue is absolutely marvellous. You manage to keep it spare and austere yet at the same time so expressive.

The way he continues to reminisce quietly about all of his lost companions is poetic and very sad. I enjoy the way it's not just Lulu he misses (who seems to have been his lover. That scene was very nicely written, without and effusive emotion which Auron would never let himself feel, but because of the grudging nature of his affection, all the more moving), but also Rikku, which gives me the impression he misses every last one of his old companions.

I've said it many times before, but you do write such poetic prose. It's a pleasure to read. For one thing, the description you wrote about "Spathi" is so vibrant, but I could quote line after line of simple description from this chapter at you, that simply took my breath away.

Date: 2008-07-13 05:28 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile]
It's been an incredibly challenging story to juggle because it keeps ramifying, and I've nearly abandoned it twice because of that. Hopefully it's far enough along, and I have enough of it mapped out in advance now, that I can keep it up (though sometimes I wind up posting a chapter with lesser-quality writing just to keep from getting stuck again).

I've now got at least as many plot threads and secondary character roles as the original game, and I haven't even gotten to "what happened to Wakka and Rikku?" yet. As a result I'm able to write, and must write, Auron and Lulu in a more balanced and subtle manner, not dwelling on their 'ship simply for reader gratification (much), but as one puzzle piece of the story, like the Tidus/Yuna romance in the game. Other characters and plot arcs are nearly as important and sometimes dominate.

It's hard, so hard for me to write sustained plot, multiple plots or scenes with more than 3 characters. Fanfic has not helped me work on those weaknesses until now.

Date: 2008-07-13 05:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
If it's hard for you to write a sustained plot, it doesn't show!

Date: 2015-03-23 03:04 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] mintywolf
I like the suggestion that the fiends are getting stronger the more powerful Sin is. (Or that the recent carnage could have birthed some extremely potent fiends after a few days with no sending?) That's something that I've supposed about the general mechanics of Spira too.

The cradle is a nice touch because it's a reminder, not just of the tragedy of the implied dead baby, but of something Lulu herself would have had in different circumstances, if X-2 is to be believed. (I've gotten so immersed in the idea of a Final Aeon Lulu ending though that sometimes it feels like X-2 is the AU of that, rather than the other way around. ;))

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